Saturday strolling

Helloo❤️ I know I haven’t posted much lately but with it being the Easter holidays I try to spend as much time with the family as I can and being stuck behind a screen isn’t one thing I’d like to do when I don’t feel I get enough time to enjoy with my family as it is.

Well il give you a two week catch up blog. We went to spend some time with Ls family after the Easter bank holiday. We had a lovely time. The children got on well and I got to know Ls parents and sister a bit more. We did do a blog on the monkey forest which I’m sure you would of seen. We came back home and had hospital appointment for my daughters cast to be removed.

This was her celebratory dinner for having her cast removed. I caught up with a friend just before her appointment and had a lovely chat with her outside of work. That’s it isn’t it when you work along side someone even though you spend most of your day with them you don’t actually get a chance to talk to them about other things. I’m waffling I know haha

What else have we been up to? Well I got a new tattoo on my arm.

I have an excuse and more of a theme to connect all my tattoos together now with music notes. I am covered in butterflies. I see them as a symbol of transformation and being a free spirit.

We went to ikea and bought more storage boxes! My partner has got me so organised in the time I have got to know her. I mean we are always learning new things about one another but she has organised my chaotic brain and life.

I am very grateful for her!

We had a friend and her children over on Friday which is always nice. We do enjoy seeing her and the children and luckily my daughter has patience with them(more patience than she has with her own brother. Haha)

Today we went shopping for our sons birthday presents. He is 10 next Thursday! Ten years go very fast!! So that’s been done now. Then me and L made a lovely dinner of pan fried duck breast with homemade potato roasts but were small cubes really and friend mushrooms. L did a lovely sauce which really complimented the duck. It was delicious.

What am I doing now? Watching naked attraction and I’ve just weighed myself and I’m now 10st1. Just need to lose half a stone and get this firm tummy back again and firm up my ass and il feel happier again.

What’s been the highlight of your weekend?week?


Don’t forget the little things

Good day to everyone. I’ve been having a think about how easy it is to forget the little things you do to show you care or if someone is on your mind. Little things such as writing a little note or buying little keepsake things to show that at that moment in time they was on your mind.

Simple walks and appreciating the company you are in and showing your gratitude to them for being with them. Coffee or tea and a chat in a coffee show garden. Sitting together on a bench listening to the world around you and appreciating it.

Little kisses unexpectedly, those hugs when you are washing up or just brushing past your hand when your working.

All the little things that keep the romance alive and the fire and butterflies alive.

Never forget these things

Here’s what we have been up to today….

Happy Easter Sunday WordPress

Happy Easter everyone. Hope that your day has been wonderful. Yesterday was a quiet day. Benji went for a lovely walk in the park and on the hills. I downloaded Pokémon go to see what the craze was. I’m not keen on walking around with my face behind a screen so I tend to use it every now and again. I’ve not a clue what I’m doing with it but I keep catching things haha.

L hasn’t been well bless her. I think her body has realised she’s off for work now and has decided to let a bug come out. Hopefully soon she will be able to enjoy the holidays.

We did some lovely hampers for the kids and grown ups for Easter.

How’s your day been?

Hello and happy Wednesday

Bit late in the evening really isn’t it?? Sorry.

How are you? I mean really how are you? I’ve read this post somewhere on here about taking the time to fully absorb what’s being said and giving your absolute all in a conversation. I’ve had a couple of those conversations today but working in a face paced school it’s hard to stick about long enough.

I find myself craving a decent conversation sometimes and small talk really doesn’t hold my attention anymore and I probably come across as rude when I don’t engage much. I never used to be like that. I’d listen to the small talk or even make it myself.

I think I’m just at a point of where I’m looking forward to recharging the batteries(as much as you can with kids) and enjoying good company. I’m blessed to be surrounded by my family and love them very much.

I’m in need of toning up but don’t want the hassle of going to the gym. I’m a woman who seeks the quick fixes and wants to see results fast. Also known as impatient haha.

My mind is a whirlwind of thoughts lately. I have also found I’m not really entertaining much bull from people at work. Being a bit forthcoming has never been me. I’m a peacemaker,the one who’s there to defuse a situation but I’m finding I am lacking empathy with some people and I’ve found that the optimism I once held for my work has been suck from me and lost amongst the negative vibes in the workplace. I think me and L need to just centre ourselves and be somewhere that’s calm and tranquil(whilst trying to find a present for her dad for his birthday)

One more day and it’s celebration for Easter!!!

Hope whomever reads this has had a decent day and if not well tomorrow’s a fresh slate.

T x

Monday muses

Dear l.

How’s it going? I know we haven’t really had time together like we would do but it’s been good to see you smile more.

You have more energy today though I am surprised as it seems to of been a long day for you.

You’ve been my rock today helping me with my own issues and for that I thank you. After everything you are going through you still find the energy to help me as well.

I love you L.

Always yours.

T xx

How can I touch you without hurting?

L went for bloods on Friday to see if there was any underlying problems before coming to a conclusion it’s fibromyalgia.

Her skin is so sensitive to touch. I’m a touchy feely kind of woman. I love the feel of her skin on my fingertips. But lately it’s been hard to hold her properly due to her feeling like it’s painful. This is obviously a problem for any other area of our relationship but I’m hoping we can get through it.

I keep being told as I just find my hands trying to absorb her soft skin. Even rubbing the back of her hand when I’m holding it hurts her.

She’s like my comfort blanket,I can’t get settled without her but not being able to get as close as I crave it’s finding me awake a lot more and restless.

I’m sure we will get through it. Just patience and time I guess

T x